the butterfly ;
andie; 6 November; student;
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
ok. Dis is sooo cool. On impulse today, i skip sch. i noe it is not rite and i haf absolutely no freaking reason to explain to my teach tmr but, but its not like i am missing anything frm sch. Today was quite a short day so i decided to. I am now at home and my mom is out sum whr so iam home alone. Yeah!! i am practising my s.a.t so atleast i m dong sumting useful. Planning to hog da com for quite a while so there. Anyway, i left my hist hw in sch so i haf no interest in doing. Wanted to skip sch tmr but i guess not..maybe next week. I haf no idea hw iam going to spend da holidays. Apart frm da usual, maybe i shld like revise or sumting. My fren is going to look for a job cz she has tons of stuff to pay herself and she wants to haf sumting to do. I still think its like too early to work cz for me, i m going towork like next year(hopefully) after the As. Reason is tat it will look good on my resume. Aniwae, i tink i better catch up on my studies and 4get abt working. My dad moz prob wont agree wif da idea. Though havving da extra cash i pretty tempting, but nah, i juz decline da offer for awhile. Life is soo funny sumtimes. Its like it hits ya wen ya least expected and wen it does, it hurts like hell. Also, it has quite a funny way of distributing the goods. i dun tink i am someone whu cn lives to my own expectations. I mean i m not da confident person, i m juz a regular kind wif an oversensitive emotion and whu likes to whine alot. Wait! i tink i m starting to wallow in self pity here so i better move on. But wen ya see all those popular people who are also pretty and they seem to get da best things in life, hw can ya not wish tat ya wanna be like them? it makes ya feel rather inferior and dis is wat is happening to me. I dun like it but yet i m caught wif it. I m definetly not comfortable wif myself though i try but at times, its hard to shake off dis feeling of inferiorness. I NEED TO URGENTLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!
[11:56 AM]
One flutter at a time ;
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WORLD PEACE...hahah but seriously tat Ferrari will win next season 07/08...and more WOrld Peace.heh
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
ok. Dis is sooo cool. On impulse today, i skip sch. i noe it is not rite and i haf absolutely no freaking reason to explain to my teach tmr but, but its not like i am missing anything frm sch. Today was quite a short day so i decided to. I am now at home and my mom is out sum whr so iam home alone. Yeah!! i am practising my s.a.t so atleast i m dong sumting useful. Planning to hog da com for quite a while so there. Anyway, i left my hist hw in sch so i haf no interest in doing. Wanted to skip sch tmr but i guess not..maybe next week. I haf no idea hw iam going to spend da holidays. Apart frm da usual, maybe i shld like revise or sumting. My fren is going to look for a job cz she has tons of stuff to pay herself and she wants to haf sumting to do. I still think its like too early to work cz for me, i m going towork like next year(hopefully) after the As. Reason is tat it will look good on my resume. Aniwae, i tink i better catch up on my studies and 4get abt working. My dad moz prob wont agree wif da idea. Though havving da extra cash i pretty tempting, but nah, i juz decline da offer for awhile. Life is soo funny sumtimes. Its like it hits ya wen ya least expected and wen it does, it hurts like hell. Also, it has quite a funny way of distributing the goods. i dun tink i am someone whu cn lives to my own expectations. I mean i m not da confident person, i m juz a regular kind wif an oversensitive emotion and whu likes to whine alot. Wait! i tink i m starting to wallow in self pity here so i better move on. But wen ya see all those popular people who are also pretty and they seem to get da best things in life, hw can ya not wish tat ya wanna be like them? it makes ya feel rather inferior and dis is wat is happening to me. I dun like it but yet i m caught wif it. I m definetly not comfortable wif myself though i try but at times, its hard to shake off dis feeling of inferiorness. I NEED TO URGENTLY DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!
[11:56 AM]
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