Wednesday, October 22, 2003

very tired and bored...hate to feel inferior or haf dis sinking feeling tat i am not wat i am wanna be myself but its juz soo hard. people can reali bring ya down. sick and tired of wat ya always mean its not fair. i am always in da wrong and ya are in da right. wat da hell? wat is wrong wif ya juz staying back and cut some slack.dun spread da hurt around. dun keeping thinking tat ya are always right when in fact ya are always wrong. ya say friends should accept each other criticism but noe when ya go too far.so whu da hell do ya tnk ya are. da world is not mean onli for ya but for da rest of us. Live wif it. i dun care wat ya mean by sincerity wen all ya do is juz to show meaness all around. hate ya lots. dun understand wat ya doing to me but i noe its not going to get da best of me. kep away from me. i dun gif a damn. i lied wen i said tat cz inside i noe tat i will juz haf a soft heart. i hate myself..i dun want to be like dis for da rest of my time.is reali sucks!!!!!!!


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