Sunday, November 30, 2003

i am sssooooooooooo tired. Tats it. i dun wanna go jalan raya anymore. Both my legs are brusing but yet tmr, i m still OBLIGED to go out wif my frens. i m sooooo freaking tired but i cnt say no cz dey are my frens and i haf kinda let them down a couple of times so no intention of letting them down now. Or else. Also, lacked of sleep is a cause for my tiredness as been talking to ya noe whu for da kast few days. Things are quite uncertain betwn da both of us on whether to be together agn but i haf a feeling tat i shld juz end dis dumb charade. Its like there is too mch problems facing us. I juz wanna gif up but still...love is a factor. cnt erase tat easily. i dun wanna be hurt agn but i feel tat i m going to agn. i dun like dis feeling. i shld reali end it all but how? i hate dis position. Its mch easier say than done. Our conversation dis past few days haf been mainly revovling things under da sun. gifs me a bit more understanding of it than ever b/4. I tink its too early but yet, i feel tat i shld juz seize da chance. Wat is dis??????? i hate it!!!!!!!!!!


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