Tuesday, December 30, 2003

i dunnoe. I think alot of things can change over the short time of one day. Me juz noe tat asiah is retaining and tat i m gng to change class cz of my subj combi. Its damn dissapointing ah cz i haf always tot tat i will be 03a01 for 2 years but it does not seem. Its true, i m not happy wif it but guess i juz haf to live wif it. But still, its like i like my class alot and i m gng to miss those jokers. I juz dun like dis change. I knew i haf to expect it since da teachers haf been dropping hints but still< sch will not be da same. Miss my frens and classmates. I mean i now will be in da same class wif keez and hid but dats okay even if i dun reali like hid. I cn live wif her...its juz tat its soo hard to let go of things tat ya reali like. Its damn painful ah and its too mch but still i juz haf to make da best of da situation. I dun reali like it but i haf to accept it. Its damn unfair but wats fair? me try to see da gd side of it but at dis pt of time, not reali. Maybe wen da shock wen down and i get used to da idea maybe i cn be optimistic. But wad is da most impt thing rite now is to remind myself tat ultimately da most impt tat i shld do is to concentrate on my studies and get gd grades to go Uni. Da rest is seconday. Tats y i go to a jc. Tats my purpose and i un tink i shld ever forget tat. Rite now, thinking abt tat gifs me at least some comfort..haiz...fana has an admirer and he is like as bad as shaz..hehe..gee, how come da guys tat like her are those tat are like da ones tat she doesnt like..haiz.tats life its weird but atleast now, she kinda noe wat to do..gd for da gal...


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