Saturday, March 06, 2004

wad a f*** day..i mean yesterday..got back my Malay results and i got like a f***ing 5!! i mean like wad asiah said, if its a 4 or 3 then pretty mch okay but dis is like beyond words..cried a little and its oo damn stupid!! i mean like for a subject for malay, even if not counted for uni admin but still i expected better...i mean its a/0 subject..wad da hell? i think there were a couple of dissapointment frm others to..peeps like fana and asiah oso got da same as me..it was quite depressing and like i dunnoe whr did i go wrg..anihow, went strght to clementi coffee bean wif grace in a cab..both of us were quite dissapointed but grace got an worse score than me..we were like trying to drown our sorrows in like coffee and chocolate but somehow it didnt help,darn!! we talk for awhile, saying things like "wad did i put myself thru?" and stuff but it was kinda damn sad and there were times wen both of us were talking wif tears in our eyes..we were not onli referring to da mt results but also to our own A level subj results wich we were quite worried abt..we talked abt our fears and hopes and it was quite an interesting talk to begin wif..hang ard clementi for a while b/4 gng to dis playgrd opppsite asiah's place..it was quite quiet and we juz chatted for a while..reached home, i kinda locked myself in da room cz i didnt want to like talk to anyone...there was somethin tat grace sa id tat made me think, it was da fact tat after getting such result, ya dun feel like gng back to sch animore and tat ya will feel ashamed and sch not da same animore. i tink its kinda true..aniwae, wen i get home, i feel reali better and i cld like think more better..i think it helps tat i was in my own sanctuary..thanks to all da pple whu try to cheer me up. pple like mary ann, hid, keez, zee and to a a guy whu made me promised tat i wont mentioned his name on my blog..ya noe whu ya are!! thanks








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