Sunday, April 18, 2004

its kinda weird i mean tat ya get emails and stuff saying abt friendship and stuff and how great it is to share things wif yr frenz cz like a burden shared, is a burden halved but yet...sometimes, i dun tink i really believe in all those coz it sounds to good to be true. Sides, sometimes, i think there are certain issues tat can only be deal wif yrself and not wif others..i dunnoe ah..its like there is dis time in sch, last friday, in my head i was like thinking, whether i shld retained or not...i dun wanna talk wif pple cz i noe da answers dey say but yet, da tot was weighing on my mind tat heavily. Even after da parents meeting session, i still m not convinced..its like i feel like i m lying to myself but yet at da same time, i dun wanna be..i juz dunnoe..walk ard wif like a dazed and confused tot..as if i dunnoe wads gng on.....its damn freaking scary and i dun like it at all..thank god for da fact tat my parents are not like explicitly pressuring me but still i dun wanna let anyone down i think tat da fault lies in me


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