Sunday, January 23, 2005

there are times wen things dun reali happen da way ya want or expect it to be. At dis times, sometimes ya juz feel like throwing in da towel n juz go but yet, there will always be somethin tat will hold ya back..sometimes, ya feel tat ya not living things in yr life dey ya wanna be as to live wif dis sense of fulfilment but yet, somethin tat seems so ez can actuli be difficult cz da one tat is holding back is yrself...its kind difficult to move away frm yr own comfort zone but its sort of da only other alternative to acheive or feel da way ya wanna feel..i dunno..i guess i m juz tired..i juz wanna get away but i dunno how.isnt tat kinda weird?? i juz realise tat thru out my life, i learn moz things frm imitating others without actuali understanding, i juz do it cz everyone else is and never reali understood dis until now..maybe i juz woke up frm my blindness n am now beginning to see..maybe its already time to wake up n smell da coffee


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