Wednesday, February 16, 2005

he didnt call!!!!!!!!! N i m so pissed, sad, frustrated n i feel so cheated cz it seems like a one day call. i feel so aaargh!!! i dunno y i m feeling dis way n all i wanna do is juz sulk n pout n wait for him to like pujuk me but i juz realise tat i dun think i mean anythin or even noe im at all..4 all i noe he mite be like seeing somebody, so maybe a player..its quite scary n wary..he didnt even like msg me in da morning or somethin..guess i reli dun mean anythin..

on da other hand, i went cycling today, part of my fitness regime, feeling rather proud of myself..n hoped or reali muz keep up wif dis, i so want to be in shape!!! i wanna be toned!!! i wanna haf da bod to die for-safely!!! i wanna so vainity here has to be motivating..i wana be fit n healthy!!!!! i wanna, i wanna!!!!!!!


[9:10 PM]
Learning to fall ;


x profile x blog x links x memories x tag x wishes x