the butterfly ;
andie; 6 November; student;
Saturday, May 14, 2005
didnt get to NUS-got rejected. Hate da feeling. cried like shit on da fone to liy. Trust her to gif me some perspective. m really believing in her words tat dis mite be a blessing in disguise. God, thank god for Liy..love ya girl to bits and pieces. tho da dissapointment is still there at least she kinda helped to lessen it. Thanks babe!!! went instaead to sign up for a degree course wif SIM on exactly da day tat i got rejected. Subject: Management. DA was abit worried tat i was quite fast in making my decision but i guess its like no turning back. Dun want to appeal cz its like no use. i think i haf to move on n dis is my way of doin it. i cnt juz sit down & sulk cz its like getting me nowhere..asiah accompany me to SIM n at least i managed to surround myself wif frens. Fit came along after tat n seriously, it was a great feeling cz its kinda chased my blues away. Told hakim abt it n man, he is so worried for me. i mean, its kinda nice of him n stuff but couldnt he juz be more optimistic abt it or haf a little faith in me. Was supposed to call him yest but was sooo tired gez i didnt. dun feel like talking him but lets juz get it over n done wif. besides, i m trying to understand, then be understood so lets c how it goes. weather rite now is raining cats n dogs so kinda gd time to snuggle in n sleep which i will do so-afterdis. my kinda regret was not hugging my Da wen i got my rejection letter. maybe i would haf been feeling abit more better..i dun noe all i noe is let bygones be bygones. gng to da arcade wif asiah n fit makes me realise its been a long time since i haf been in one. Da arcade at clementi was like so run down but i guess tats y it was cheap. Not mch to play anyway..juz loud noises..but its kinda cool place to go(if ya go to da rite one) wif friends or for a date..hmmm..keeping tat in mind. Sometimes, it takes a while to kinda get used to pple so i think its impt tat wen ya meet sumone new, come wif an open mind. Ya never noe wads gng to happen. excited cz like my pay is coming on mon. i cnt wait to see my bank acct grow fat..hahah.curbing spending until next mth cz by then i will not be working for da moment n its sale mth so muz save up then blow it all later..hahaha..cnt wait for sch to start..still maintaining my bod.. wanna run but haven got past da stage of actuali doin it..heh. got everythin, juz lacking da will power.
[9:49 PM]
One flutter at a time ;
What i wish(aka want)
WORLD PEACE...hahah but seriously tat Ferrari will win next season 07/08...and more WOrld Peace.heh
Saturday, May 14, 2005
didnt get to NUS-got rejected. Hate da feeling. cried like shit on da fone to liy. Trust her to gif me some perspective. m really believing in her words tat dis mite be a blessing in disguise. God, thank god for Liy..love ya girl to bits and pieces. tho da dissapointment is still there at least she kinda helped to lessen it. Thanks babe!!! went instaead to sign up for a degree course wif SIM on exactly da day tat i got rejected. Subject: Management. DA was abit worried tat i was quite fast in making my decision but i guess its like no turning back. Dun want to appeal cz its like no use. i think i haf to move on n dis is my way of doin it. i cnt juz sit down & sulk cz its like getting me nowhere..asiah accompany me to SIM n at least i managed to surround myself wif frens. Fit came along after tat n seriously, it was a great feeling cz its kinda chased my blues away. Told hakim abt it n man, he is so worried for me. i mean, its kinda nice of him n stuff but couldnt he juz be more optimistic abt it or haf a little faith in me. Was supposed to call him yest but was sooo tired gez i didnt. dun feel like talking him but lets juz get it over n done wif. besides, i m trying to understand, then be understood so lets c how it goes. weather rite now is raining cats n dogs so kinda gd time to snuggle in n sleep which i will do so-afterdis. my kinda regret was not hugging my Da wen i got my rejection letter. maybe i would haf been feeling abit more better..i dun noe all i noe is let bygones be bygones. gng to da arcade wif asiah n fit makes me realise its been a long time since i haf been in one. Da arcade at clementi was like so run down but i guess tats y it was cheap. Not mch to play anyway..juz loud noises..but its kinda cool place to go(if ya go to da rite one) wif friends or for a date..hmmm..keeping tat in mind. Sometimes, it takes a while to kinda get used to pple so i think its impt tat wen ya meet sumone new, come wif an open mind. Ya never noe wads gng to happen. excited cz like my pay is coming on mon. i cnt wait to see my bank acct grow fat..hahah.curbing spending until next mth cz by then i will not be working for da moment n its sale mth so muz save up then blow it all later..hahaha..cnt wait for sch to start..still maintaining my bod.. wanna run but haven got past da stage of actuali doin it..heh. got everythin, juz lacking da will power.
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