Saturday, June 11, 2005

Letter to Mom

i noe ya won't get to read dis but i dun reali care. All i wanna say is tat i m sorry tat i did not reali meet up to yr expectations but live it will ya?! i cnt do wad ya want me to do cz reali its too mch..ya juz asking me too mch to gif..da thing is i cnt stand yr side of da family. period. okie, maybe i m not giving them a chance but still, i juz cnt stand them. i m not living in a cave mom, no man is an island remember?! but its juz tat i dun ever want to be associated wif them..i cnt believe we are related. It sucks okie to be like da one in da middle, being stuck in a freaking situation where ya dun noe anybody, ya dun feel comfortable n d main thing, not on da same wavelength..i haf done my yearly obligation to go along every Hari Raya and i think its enuf. so wad if yr uncle is flying in frm oman.SO WAD?! his yr uncle, i dun gif a damn. i may seem selfish n stuff but hey, ya r to be blame too. its not juz my fault here. i dun how we r gng to go frm here but frm now onwards, every freaking "family outing" tat involves them, i m sooo not gng n ya cnt make me..not even dad..i dun care!!..wads da use of gng over to someone place, only to eat n chat. Mite as well ya juz stay at home n do da same thing. i will do anythin else juz spare me dis. reali. i rather spent my time elsewhere. let my association be kept to da min. Juz spare da torture!!!!


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